Diary of an Author
An update on where the book is up to and an overview of what I am doing if I am not writing/working!
I wouldn’t say I am cured but I certainly have much better coping mechanisms and I learnt to love the dark places of myself.
I have always tried to outwit my intuition, or my ‘gut feeling’, I have always been on the side of ‘benefit of doubt’.
I left The Palace Hostel on 1 June 2000, and on the 23 June 2000 it burnt to the ground. However, it was close enough that I sometimes feel guilty that as a result of me moving out, it caused a room shuffle that caused some people to live and some people to die.
The most important thing we all want is to be seen, known and loved. It’s why we love asking the question. So few of us are willing to be vulnerable enough to be truly seen, known and loved.
I hear ya – I didn’t like Riley Finn either. In 2000, we were all reeling in the heartbreak of Angel leaving town. Nobody could ever replace Angel, he was incredible and he was the ‘one’. How dare Joss Whedon introduce us all to Riley so soon? The bed wasn’t even cold from Angel yet.
Sometimes I am more honest with myself here on this forum than I am in real life. Actually, my friend Emmy can probably attest that she has heard most of what I am about to write before.
I’ve pretty much been indoors for a couple of weeks now. I’ve not gone as insane as I initially thought, however, my skin now really is reflecting the sun.
So the naughty kids at the back got us all locked in detention. While some of us were continuing our normal lives but just a little more virtually, there were the naughty few filling parks, panic buying and licking bags of pasta in supermarkets.
It is day 4 of a ’semi-enforced’ work from home. I am attempting as much social isolation as possible. Mainly because some of my family and friends are in the high risk group, so in the nicest possible way I have to stay the hell away from them for a bit. And I will. Because I am not an asshole
I am currently typing this with a face mask, alcohol gel soaked hands, and ensuring that when I cough it is most definitely into my elbow – so despite the title this blog is most definitely COVID-19 free.